I am the Half-Wing

givesmehope:

Three months ago today, one of my best friends died trying to break up a fight.

He had never been in a fight in his life. Yet last act on earth was sticking up for his friend.

His courage and bravery GMH R.I.P Kevin ill never forget you.

givesmehope:

I was at the nursing home visiting my ill grandfather.

He had another man in the room with him. His name was Mr. Ganiey.

This man has been in the nursing home for 20 years and has never seen his children because they refuse to come see him.

And yet this man continues to fight against his cancer in hopes to see his kids someday. He GMH

To all my lovely friends : I seriously miss u

I wonder when was the last time i wrote something on tumblr. It feels like years. It wasn’t because i have nothing to say but i just don’t know how to put it into words. I’ve been in Singapore for more than 1 years now and i’ve been through ups and downs. i think this probably the official time of my life that i seriously feel like stepping to the adults world. I thought i was strong but yet i’m not in reality.

I was lost for lots of time. I feel like i have no more time for my friends because of my studies and i’ve been investing too many times on my BF. I even lose track on sense of belonging. I don’t feel really belong in my house back in Jakarta and obviously not in Singapore too. I always thought i will be fine but recently i’ve been feeling unhappy. Maybe it because of my studies that have been too overwhelming. I feel that i have no one to talk to. I miss my girlfriends. Bea, Majou, Meloi, Cindy, Echa, Izka~~~ you have no idea how i miss u all. why is it so hard to really chat with u guys like how we used to be. I feel so lonely. Now it feels so awkward and wordless. It just so sad ;( I know I’m not a good friend to communicate with but i just wish things wouldn’t change that much. I just wish that we could chat we used to be but yet i’m the one who made it awkward ;( what happened to me. I miss u friends. It just sad to see that it wasn’t me who beside u on those photos, it wasn’t me that doing stupid stuffs with u, I miss u all. A LOT!

To live the present, courage to move on is what i need and a courage to step out of my comfort zone.

I miss u

Dear Great Grandma

“When i was a kid i didn’t pay much attention of your existence. I didn’t have much memories about you. What I could remember is you beautiful smile and your cute attitude. You are the glue to the big family. Everyone love you. Wishing i could spend another day with you holding my hand and tells me that i have to study hard, listen to my parents’ words and be a good girl, but seems like i just missed the chance. You left. Maybe it’s time. Maybe it’s how it suppose to be. Lao ma, we all love you. You may go peacefully. Follow the light. Let Him takes care of you. No more pain and hope you will be happy there. We will always love you. And most of all. We will miss u. <3”